semi date tomorrow with pirate shirt.

stop getting so worked up about it!

no friends.

they’re at weddings and showers and bachelorette parties.

i have tomorrow off.

i want to go out and live my 20’s while i’m still single.  still young.

i hate this part about my life.  i’m sooooo good with people yet i can’t for the life of me get anyone to fucking spend a saturday night with me.  anyone that i want, anyway.

i smoke too much weed.  i never have enough money.

fucking pity party right now, but fuck.  who cares.

having some red wine.  it’s too goddamn hot out.

i want this fucking pirate shirt guy to write me back on FB (oh the humanity) and ask me out.  but i’m not even into him. i want to feel wanted.  sexy.

he’s make for good convo.

there’s some asshole down the street bumping too much bass.

and then i have tomorrow off. wtf.  i’m gonna be stuck at home.  but i should be doing my goddamn homework.

oh….text message.

so now i’m gonna hang out with a different guy i’m not into who obviously wants to fuck me just to have something to do.  he’s a good friend but…..whatevs.  maybe he’ll pay.

i kinda hope to run into pirate shirt guy.